Wednesday, November 4, 2009

My Retrospect

My Retrospect

The first time I saw him; believe me I was in awe. The very first thought that occurred to my mind was “Is he a real or a fictional character”.

Average heighted, approximately of my height, but he had plump bums and had busts too; trust me he had those. He was one of those whom I consider to be the most ill stylish. His hair had a unique trait; it was not because of the style which he had, but it was due to his reasoning. He was a perfect geek or better word, a nerd and an add-on of zero dressing sense and yet he was damn confident when it comes about girls. He thought he was Casanova, and the only wish I had that he never asked me for my feedback. I never thought, neither I dreamed that I will be in touch with him, that too almost after a decade. With a limited coterie, he is one of them; and he remains very special and very dear to me.

This guy had an amazing charisma; people usually claim that if one can conjure, then he can procure your mind space, which means a lot, and this is always considered in terms of positive trait (being benign); however I had a different opinion, you need not to be an epitome of morality of altruism, all u need to know is one basic rule, how to get attention; no matter you irk your associates. A person who is coercing in nature can procure our mind space, and yet he will be called as charismatic fellow.In the beginning I was quite apprehensive towards our friendship, for me he was an alien, he use to talk about books (Irido, Rudiments of physics, H C Verma and his favorite Resnick Halliday), some educational magazine (Brilliant Tutorials…..etc); he had an unique obsession, he uses to go ga ga for any educational research stuff, as if it was done by him; his prime objective was to argue and make people eulogize his credentials.

On the contrary, i was a kind of bloke who was more into philandering activities, even I read magazines, but they were more pictorial oriented. I only believed in acquiring specific knowledge, knowledge of real time experiences. Still I believe that I always hated to hate what I really hated about that guy.

For those two years, probably slightly more than that, he shocked me with his gratuitous actions, which actually turned into a disaster. I think he was probably a very simple guy and it was me who made him complicated; this could be because of my non acquaintance with mediocre human beings, as of now I can’t frame any better excuse so let it be.Actually we were never of the greatest buddies, and when it was regarding close associates, we had different realm. Sometimes life actually plays around, we became good friends when we were done with our higher secondary education (XI & XII), that’s astonishing but it is a fact.

I learnt what I call my real time lessons from such a guy who considered himself as a case study and he actually explored human traits by experimenting with his life; I can’t call him as an imbecile specimen, neither a genius, he was a fucking moron. He took that risk and he bet his dick for that, he could have lost his testicles or would have been perished but he survived and that too proudly.People becomes engineer or doctors, some take advance courses and then they do some fucking research, we call them hero’s; people claim them wonders and sometimes associate them with a tag, GENIEUS; but what about those who actually master their life and makes it to succumb. I don’t have any word to define them, or more precisely no one should try that, this could be the probable reason that I am his friend, as of now it suits the most.

P.S This article is an exaggeration of human characters. I was never the way I have portrayed myself and more over he was not exactly the way I put him, he was worse than that (kidding). All the time I tried to criticize my own beliefs. It was more like writing about what I wanted to become.

P.S.S We make our choices for making friends on the basis of semblance, we discard people when we can’t become like them; most of the time we hate someone because we can’t accept someone who lives life the way he wants to and doesn’t pretends and seldom we accept our baseless hatred.

P.S.S.S After so many years, I realized, that for no reasons he disliked me or vice versa; but now I can see what I was not able to foresee when I was with him, that those were the trifle issues and we overlook the other major issues.