U.G Relived
End of a slumber; rise from ashes; it’s a game cant keep resting for long.
Tried so many things, failed almost every time but never got dithered, probably the reasons I chose were wrong, probably!!!!
Life
is no assignment, need to finish with A+ grade or getting F will make
you repeat the game, it’s surely a journey, journey of narratives,
small, big, significant, unnecessary, reasonable and sometimes thought
provoking.
There need not
to be any meaning correlated with my action I do… with my choices I
make … with the things I like …… and yes I don’t want to find any; and
that’s the time one hits boredom, so do I, and then I think of something
better…….. better and much more exciting………. better exciting and some
how useful …. And again this better exciting and useful action becomes
monotonous: what a pity, life is a bitch!!!
So
again its same old boring routine, probably once again I had opted for
wrong reason or is this part of my karmic cycle: I need to get bored…… I
am …. damn it, I am bored, bored of faces, bored of their facts,
unnecessary concerns, uncanny lifestyle, over the top spirituality ……
but still excitement is necessary for survival.
Life
has no purpose, as UG said, I m no better than dog or that rat, I don’t
need pied piper, what I need is the strength to sustain this monotonous
phase till the time I am destined to breathe.
End
is not in my hand, and making end better is defiantly something I am
keen of, but then what else I can do which can make me busy??, probably I
should stop looking out for new things and reconcile with the fact that
happiness is a myth, passion is whore, being ambitious is like
suffering from syphilis, spirituality is a con man’s game and Gurus and
Gods are not required to sustain.
Take a glass, pour some wine, make your joint and get high, will think about life once hangover is OVER!!!